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		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Jan 2012 08:46:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Mesnard&#8217;s &#8220;Glory Road&#8221; progress: 1 &#047; 55 (1.82%) It&#8217;s hard to explain the reason why, but I&#8217;m feeling mighty ambitious this year. Maybe basking in hitting my goal from last year; maybe senility &#8211; but I decided to try something dangerous.  Creatively dangerous that is&#8230; Instead of a new year&#8217;s resolution, I decided to have [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=265&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2010 04:08:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The limousine already swam away from the gas pump and tried etching its path to finally leave the service station. Due to the sudden influx of activity, getting out wasn't such an easy task; whether one or two hands on the wheel. Playing it safe, Dee made slow movements, and opted to drive all the way around the mostly windowed freestanding building.

 

Not speaking, Jack and Geenie let it stay silent in case their driver needed all his concentration skills at this point. They were already marooned once so to speak; waiting for their ride to Eugene. It would be worse to have to wait another time as well. Besides, they were already accustomed to this chauffeur who may be a little long on words, but at least he seemed to be good natured and have equal intentions. He seemed to have an easy personality to get along with, even if Jack would say he was looking out for Geenie's sake rather than his own preferences.

 

As the elongated vehicle made a wide turn around the building, the passengers stared inside. Geenie was curious about whatever this breakfast station or eatery looked like where she at her decent eggs; in portion and taste. The same can be said about Jack since both had their necks slightly crooked to track the insides of the service station's insides; but in addition, he was also hoping to get a chance glimpse at the 'mama sita' Dee referred to earlier – more from sheer curiosity than any intentional staring or ogling. No luck for either of them, on any account.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=263&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Nano 10 Chicken Dinner</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 25 Nov 2010 08:09:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[That is, as a winner winner before my turkey dinner.

Now there will be no excuse for not shaving on Thanksgiving(?) since sometime on the 23rd I got my 50k and I validated not so long ago.

It's said that is supposed to be a "guilt monkey" for whatever it's worth.  All I know is the monkey is mine now.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=261&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Geenie: Chapter 29</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2010 00:53:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[“You know... For whatever it's worth, this kind of reminded me of when I was younger.”

 

Tilting the tiny bit of cider left in her glass side to side, Geenie sees the sparse bit of cinnamon and other bits of spice dance; like watching from underwater as a river's current pushes the debris along. “Why is that?”

 

“Oh, maybe it's silly...” Setting his glass down on the bar area, and grabbing the decanter again; this time able to handle the heat of it's contents. Without asking he poured; refilling Geenie bit by bit almost up to the very top. Slouching back into his seat, Jack poured in that same sloppy way to freshen his own highball glass; so contrary to the all too gentle nature he made sure she got the most liquid with least amount of byproduct. Maybe it was a protective gesture for Geenie, or Jack really just enjoyed the way the grittiness interacted with his beverage- or merely just the way it looked.

 

They each took another casual taste before he continued. “It's not exactly related to any of this right now, but it just made me think it up. You know...” Pausing for another sip. “It just came to mind.”

 

“It's ok. You don't need to explain it. That happens to me sometimes also.” She didn't know what to expect since Jack's mind seemed to be all over the place when he was feeling comfortable in his own skin. She might deny it under oath, but she had an interest with whatever he planned to say.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=255&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Geenie: Chapter 28</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2010 18:30:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[“Hey, I'm really sorry about that,” the driver tried to look behind him to say. His voice was much louder than he probably thought. His voice filled the inside of the limo and rattled around against the wooden looking floor. It had a sincerity to it and much of the nervousness shook off from his hasty maneuver. Putting his eyes back on the road – glancing between the windshield and rear view mirror. “I needed to get this thing on the other side of the road.” He looks back into the mirror to see his male passenger's reaction; knowing the road ahead is as clear: as clear as it's been since Geenie made it to the intersection before the limo arrived. I had to get this beast around since I didn't think it would be easier getting to the highway any other way. And, I figured you were kind of in a hurry.”

 

Looking towards the front, Jack flashed a nod the driver's way and spoke quietly. So much so, it was barely audible.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=248&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Nano &#8217;10 Progress Report&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Nov 2010 09:35:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[480 &#38; 19 to go...

After updating my words before midnight, I realized eighty-one percent of my word count has been reached.

81 Big Ones, Baby!

In case anyone was curious, the story is paced slowly but I'm finding a groove from '08.  Who knows if it will mesh up, but good enough for now.

As for the other quote...  The hardcore M fans know.  :)  Share if you wanna...<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=243&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Geenie: Chapter 27</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 18 Nov 2010 16:12:46 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Without a watch, it was tough to know how long the voyage by air actually took. Geenie didn't care. She was more concerned with the whereabouts rather than how far away she was from any danger, or even noise. She was standing and watching Jack from afar. The airport was basically a small version; practically an airstrip. Looking around more when she let her eyes adjust more, she realized in fact it actually looked like nothing else but an airstrip. Despite its size, it was plenty noisy. Then again, Geenie never heard the true sound of a plane large or small except from the inside of it. This was a whole new experience.

 

Standing what seemed far away, but probably much closer than she realized, she watched from a safe distance while Jack took a little extra time discussing whatever topics seemed somewhat important to be with the pilot with a still running plane. They were less than a hundred feet away but the constant sounds being right on the seemingly makeshift type of runway made things most difficult.

 

Despite her still drowsy state, Eugenie was trying to study the two men or at least how they interacted. The did not appear to be friends but somehow have something in common if they can keep up bantering that way. It was also a rare time Geenie had to observe Jack and how he held himself. Most of this is with Jack right along side or when he was away, there was some sort of distraction keeping Geenie away. She still wasn't sure what to think of him, but he seemed to always have a favorable shred in him no matter the interaction.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=241&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Geenie: Chapter 26(a)</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 16 Nov 2010 19:55:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[“Yeah, just try to relax back there, the pilot said while twisting his head- even though he can't make eye contact with his passenger.  "It looks like you were already up for a long time.”

“And I thought I was having a good hair day,” Jack almost yelled.  All tone stripped but it was obvious the two of them held no ill will towards one another.  If blood between them was the slightest of spoiled, how could Jack have pulled off some strange late night aeronautic feat such as this.  Jack wondered for a moment if these planes he rode in were usually so noisy or if it was just something he selectively forgot.  With a nod, he looked behind himself and saw their passenger.  Making a careful leaning motion, jack settled into his seat. 

Geenie was so out of it, she didn't know what to make of things.  It was not her fault.  She was probably so sleepy at this point, she wouldn't care if Jack was a foe or the actual friend he was slightly shaping himself into.  He already seemed to be more than a little bit heroic.  Answering the call of duty certainly seemed to fit Jack Robinson to a certain extent.  He certainly doesn't seem the type however; then or even now.  <img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=238&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Alpha: Chapter 18 (ending)</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 13 Nov 2010 07:00:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I don't know about the other guys, but this is the most daunting blank piece of paper I ever had to face.

 

They say a blank piece of paper is the ultimate foe of a writer. I am not a writer, and up until now I did not have a problem filling up pages of paper with my words: thoughts, facts, and opinions. This time it's different. It's the end. Not only an era of sorts, but it really was the ending for many people.

 

For some, this was the walking away moment. Not all had that luxury of course. Rolling or carried by pallbearers away from where it all happened. It's a fact. It happens in every war; conflict; policing action. Time in and time out.

 

Most of the time this sort of thing I can eventually explain away. Yes I always take things a teeny bit personally, and even more when I have some sort of involvement. This time things were much different. Maybe this is the only time I had the word “failure” in such a sentence or a moment in time. This times it's different.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=236&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Alpha: Chapter 17</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 12 Nov 2010 04:38:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Where to begin?

I know I begun already but this is the beginning of the end. As conflicted as I was to tell any stories or even get as personal as I did, I really don't know. Maybe I feel safe knowing it is not my real name and my family will probably know nothing about this. In a way it's like a diary but just, a little more like the captain's log I guess. Even if my family read this, they still couldn't be sure since nobody knows my full name anyway.

 

Up to this point I tried not to get too personal. Maybe I succeeded. Maybe I failed but I just didn't realize it at the time. I decided to treat putting my story down as a path to something. Maybe it's corny, but I never knew the right words to use to express myself most times. Maybe since my family is all private in each member's way. Well my family and then “the clan” as known of course.

 

Honestly I am never afraid to do a task but I had fear from time to time. Maybe I was just blissfully unaware or I was so hyped up doing all of this I never stopped to look and realize where I was until the moment already passed my by, like my military service record for example.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=234&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Alpha: Chapter 16</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Nov 2010 21:53:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[EVERYthing happened. And there there was nothing. That's all I wish I'd have to tell you but it would be a disservice to all of my brothers as well as me too of course. One and for all, and all of that stuff no matter who it is taking the charge.

 

We'd do a lot of joking about if they wanted to do us in they better do their homework. Maybe that was fate or it was just dumb and blind coincidence, but it was a doozy for us. Maybe it was a little too much here and there, but that's just how we rolled- literally I mean.

 

Compared to the other patrols, we'd roll a little bigger off the books from time to time. Sometimes it was for a good reason since we'd have another extra vehicle to scare away anyone who might be planning for one scenario and then getting another. Puts a little crimp in the plan if you know what I mean. If you expect three and get four, sometimes it can be enough intimidation to retreat or it can also pop the question if the intel being sniped from a rat was lying or being deceptive. The slightest bit of doubt can shake the strongest stuff apart and I know it.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=231&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Alpha: Chapter 15</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Nov 2010 20:40:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What happened the particular day was the worst day of the best time I ever had. I really can't put a lot of it into words but I know there was a lot of bad in a mountain of good. If I stayed where I was I would be far below where I am now. Even if people might think my life is just normal, boring or average. I'm thankful for every bit of it. At least on the surface I seem normal for the most part. That's more than some in my group ended up with.

 

This is not to say I was unharmed. There was a lot of rehabilitation and if it wasn't for the support of my family I wouldn't know what would have happened to me or the condition I would be in now. Things were really rough and a lot of what I had to deal with is tough to put into words to make me sound how I really felt. It might all come across badly even though I don't mean to. A lot is just facts.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=228&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Alpha: Chapter 14</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[The more information one gathers can also lead to less and less confidence in that said information. This is even more true when the information gathers to a particular moment of time. It all becomes a judgment call more than what the genuine truth is. Most often it's an estimation given with the copious amounts of skewed facts. It can be mining or panning for gold. Scooping everything told into a tray and then sifting it down to the few shimmering nuggets which count.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=mesnard.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5306051&amp;post=226&amp;subd=mesnard&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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